See Thru

I thought I could manage a thin covering,

but how can I search for the cracks in others when I've been stripped down to bare grain?

Sitting in the Warmth

I no longer ask why me?

You could've finished me off some years before, or certainly a few months ago, but I'm still here.

You've let me stay awhile longer. Is it to finish some thing I need to do?

I know this is where You want me, right here, right now, at this moment. Only You could've have made that decision.

How grateful am I for still being alive.

To know You this way is a miracle.

Falling Before Catching Myself

I'll cry when it's over, and not a moment before.

The Religion of Chemo

Resistence is believing that everything you know is true.

Surrender is accepting that you don't know a thing.

I was Wrong About Doctors

Sometimes I look in the mirror and see myself desparately seaching for hope,
in myself.

My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in
weakness.