1000 Thoughts

What if...
the results of my PET scan came out perfect, no signs of cancer seen?
That would be mirculous.

What if...
my PET scan showed some improvement, but more treatment is needed?
That would be challenging.

What if...
my PET scan showed little to no improvement, but a stable condition?
That would be disappointing.

What if...
my PET scan came out as bad as can be, the cancer has spread into my lungs, or my liver?
That would be devasting.

Mirculous, challenging, disappointing, devastating translate into
happy, frustrating, sad, and angry moment to moment feelings.

Privately I don't want to settle for any but the first one -

Only God knows where He wants me.